Just to stick to our deal and give me a...

Just to stick to our deal and give me a chance to come home with just a little f#&king dignity. Just a little bit. Because my year is almost up. And then I’m coming home. Because I didn’t make it. I didn’t even come close.

(a beat)

There is no part of me that thought I wasn’t going to make it here. If I really gave it a shot. And now I am mourning the death of the person I thought I would be. And it’s really awful to do with you with you looking at me. You know?

(beat)

It hasn’t been a year...