Stevie has just discovered that her husband of twenty years has been
START: Fall out of love with me? Fine! No, not fine, but that can be fixed...time...whatever! But tell me you love me and an animal--both of us!--equally?
END:How I cannot admit it though I know it? How I cannot deny it because I cannot admit it!? Cannot admit it, because it is outside of denying!?
For full extended monologue, please refer to the script edition cited here: Edward Albee, “The Goat or, Who is Sylvia” in The Collected Plays of Edward Albee Vol. 3, Overlook Duckworth, 2008, p.604.
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